Owner of dog that killed child: ‘I want to die instead’
By TOM LOEWY
Posted Mar. 11, 2013 @ 12:01 am
Updated Mar 11, 2013 at 10:04 AM
Ashiyah Ferguson doesn’t sleep anymore.
Not since March 2. Not since her pit bull killed a 7-year-old boy visiting her own children.
Ryan Maxwell died at 1:41 p.m. March 2 after Ashiyah’s pet, Ghost, attacked the boy in the backyard of the Whiting Avenue home she shares with her mother, Susan Ferguson.
Ashiyah tried to convey her horror, regret and grief.
“I don’t know what to say. I don’t know what to do,” she said Friday. “I can’t imagine how Ryan’s mom feels. How his family feels. I know how much they loved him.
“I know the Meads built their whole life around that child. I know because I’ve known Ryan. I’ve known Ryan since he was little.”
Ryan’s mother, Sarah Mead, has a 1-year-old child with Jeffrey Ferguson — Ashiyah’s brother. The Fergusons said Ryan had visited the residence on Whiting Avenue “many times” and was considered a member of the Ferguson family.
“Ryan was like a son to us,” Susan said. “He was one of us. We considered him one of our boys. He had been around the dog before and grew up with it. Ryan was no stranger here, and we loved him very much.”
The Meads told GateHouse News Service that Ryan rarely played there and didn’t know a “dangerous dog lived there.”
Ashiyah said she didn’t think it was “right to question anything the Meads said.”
“It’s all just horrible. It’s all still horrible,” she said. “I’m not going to question anything. I was responsible for that child. I loved that child. And now he’s dead.
“He’s dead because my dog snapped and did something I had never, ever seen in him do before.”
Ashiyah and her mother reconstructed the events leading up to Ghost’s attack on Ryan on March 2. Susan said Ryan’s 1-year-old brother also stayed the night.
“We went roller skating Friday night with my two youngest children, who are 7 and 8,” Ashiyah said. “We had so much fun. And then we came home and built a little spot for them on the floor and we watched ‘The Babysitter’ together.
“I put my youngest to bed because he needed to sleep, but Ryan stayed up for the movie and the two boys had fun. That’s all I wanted, for them to have fun.”
As was his habit, Ryan woke up before anyone else in the house.
“He was up and I was up, so I sat on his bed and we just talked a while,” Ashiyah said. “Then he asked if he could wake up my youngest boy and I told him that I thought that it would be a good idea.”
The youngest two boys spent the morning playing with Ryan. Ashiyah and her mother made breakfast, and Ashiyah brought home McDonald’s for lunch.
After lunch, Ashiyah laid down for a nap. So did the 1-year-old. Susan watched the three boys play in the backyard and later moved to the kitchen to do dishes and keep an eye on the boys from the window over the kitchen sink.
Ghost was chained to the deck at the rear of the house.
“I walked away for a minute to check on the baby,” Susan said. “And our youngest came in screaming.”
Susan and Ashiyah found Ryan just outside the home’s rear sliding-glass doors and Ghost had a hold of the boy’s throat.
“I don’t know how it happened,” Susan said. “I don’t know why. I don’t know if the boys let the dog off the chain or if the chain came loose. But the chain didn’t reach from the back deck to our back doors.”
Ashiyah said nothing could free Ryan from the dog’s jaws. She could barely contain her anguish during the interview.
*“I couldn’t believe it was Ghost,” she said. “I couldn’t believe what was happening. I hit him. I kicked him. We hit him with shovels and the heavy butt of a BB gun.
“Oh God, it was so horrible. I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t stop it. I couldn’t stop it.”
While she and her sons scrambled to try to free Ryan, Susan called the police, who got the dog to release the boy and then shot and killed it when it turned on them.
“How do you call someone’s mother and explain this?” Ashiyah asked. “That’s not right. That’s not right. That’s not right. That child was in our care.
“I never knew Ghost could do this. I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for everything.”
Ashiyah said her pain and grief and feelings of guilt will never go away. At McDonald’s, where she works, she was known by her nickname “Pepsi” and for her infectious smile.
She hasn’t returned to work. Since the incident, she has a hard time telling if she is awake or “something else.”
It’s all gone now,” Ashiyah said. “I look at my own children, and I feel guilty. I want to go back and trade places with Ryan. I want to die instead.
“And that’s why I can’t imagine what Sarah (Mead) and her family are feeling. I’m dead inside. There’s no more smiles. No more smiles. I watched a child lose his life and I couldn’t stop it. There’s nothing left inside me.”
Nothing, she said, except for grief and guilt and anguish and horror.
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American Pit Bull Terrier
*It is recommended that American Pit Bull Terrier owners have and carry a break stick17. A break stick is a device designed to open a Pit Bull type dog’s mouth while it is engaged in fighting. Pit Bull type breeds have a very distinctive fighting style and often will latch on their opponent and not let go. They usually will shake the other animal violently when they are latched on. This can cause horrific damage quickly. The break stick was designed by dog fighters to be inserted into the Pit Bull’s mouth and release his grip. The original purpose was to safely end a dog fight. The break stick often is the ONLY thing that will release the dog’s grip. People have been known to hit Pit Bulls with objects such as a bat or even shoot them and the dog still will not let go. Bully Breed owners should always have one handy in cause of an emergency. The break stick is not safe to use on other breeds of dogs and is only recommended for dogs in the Pit Bull family that were once used for dog fighting purposes.
In North America, from 1982-2013, Pit Bull breeds and mixes have seriously attacked 2,990 humans that resulted in 1,777 maimings and 275 deaths.
POTENTIALLY DANGEROUS DOG BREEDS
This is a list of dog breeds that have a history of being potentially dangerous to people, especially children. Daxton’s Friends for Canine Education and Awareness understands that any dog has the ability to bite or inflict serious harm to humans. This list consists of several dog breeds that have a higher than average number of recorded human fatalities. Please use extreme caution if you choose to bring one of these breeds into your home. Rental communities and homeowners insurance may restrict many of the dog breeds on this list due to the likelihood of a serious incident.
Pit Bulls, Mastiff, and Rottweiler lead in fatalities and are listed first. The rest of the breeds are listed in alphabetical order:
Pit Bull Terrier Family
- American Bulldog
- American Pit Bull Terrier
- American Staffordshire Terrier
- English/Standard Bull Terrier
- Miniature Bull Terrier
- Olde English Bulldog
- Staffordshire Bull Terrier
- Cane Corso/Italian Mastiff
- Dogo Argentino
- English Mastiff
- Fila Brasileiro
- Dogue de Bordeaux/French Mastiff
- Great Dane/German Mastiff
- Presa Canario
- St. Bernard/Alpine Mastiff